that moment you realize, no matter how many arguments and fights you go through, how happy you are to be with who you’re with. may i just point out how amazing my boyfriend is and how incredibly happy he makes me. yes i complain about him, and yeah it may seem like we fight all the time.. but that’s the only stories you hear about. if i told you about the times we didn’t fight, and the times we didn’t argue or any of that, you would never want to hear me talk again hahahaha :) asdfghjkl… sooooo many things i wanna say but i can’t type it out or anything.. just know that what we have, is beyond special. i love him.
Ever since I got instagram I’ve been neglecting my tumblr :’( but anyways I’m in a blogging mood because I’m kinda upset..
So I’ve noticed that every time I get all emotional and shit, I act out on how I’m going to act. I picture myself on what I’m going to say and do, it’s ridiculous. So when I’m super mad or depressed, I would lay down and picture in my head: go to school sad and not talk to anyone. Be a little emo bitch to everyone to show that I am sad. Be an over dramatic girl by sitting by myself in all of my classes. - And when the next day comes, I can never pull myself to do it. I can’t not be happy.. I always smile and laugh through everything. I don’t LIKE being sad, especially around people. Through anything I don’t like showing my emotions unless I’m like legit pissed off or cranky. But when it comes down to real issues, I don’t like people knowing about it. I make sure people don’t know how upset I am, but deep down I wait for someone to come up to me and be like “something’s wrong.” you know? People that can see through you, I respect them. And not only that, but they do something about it. That’s a special gift! So yeah.. Just wanted to get that out. Goodnight!