School has honestly been stressing me out so bad.. But it’s my fault. It hasn’t even been a full month of school, and I’ve already been slacking. I noticed how little I cared about the past tests that I took and would always tell myself, “I can always retake it.” I never retake. I know that it doesn’t seem like a big deal, but if you personally knew how I worked with school my other years of high school, then you would see the difference. I feel like I have so many distractions this year.. I promised myself that I wouldn’t fall junior year, and that I would work my butt off.. I did fall, and the sad part is that I don’t really care. I don’t want to get back up with my walk with “God.” Sad, huh? And I hate how my old friends have been blowing up in my face about everything. Just shut the fuck up. I do my life. New friends, new goals, new year. Even though school’s been bringing me down, I’m gonna make my junior year a fucking blast. BOSS YEAR (;
So I already plan on getting 4 tattoos. One on my back, side, wrist & behind my ear.
On my back: My mom & my name in Korean. I don’t know about what type of font yet.. But I have a lot of time. I’m getting this when I’m 18 and it’ll be my first <3 Of course I want my first tattoo to be special, and my mom is the most important figure in my life.
Still trying to figure out about the other 3..
FYI: I want one, because I want one. I don’t need a reason, it’s my life and my body. So many people are either complaining or rooting for me. I don’t care because at the end, I’m doing what I want to do. Yes, I’m a Christian and it’s basically against my religion.. But getting a tattoo is the same as getting piercings. Why didn’t anyone stop me or complain when I got my ears pierced? Isn’t all sin weighed the same? So why make a big deal out of a tattoo when I’m committing other sins as well? Why is a tattoo such a bigger picture than anything else? Either way, I’m doing what I want to do.